One week down and a lifetime to go.....

I think I've decided to stop "measuring" life.  It seems like every endeavor I attempt has to be a "challenge".  Why should I check off each day that I am "one day closer to finishing my antibiotics" or "anther day down with no drinking of wine", or "another day not eating meat"....I am starting to ask myself why?  Each day should be an adventure, not a challenge.  I am starting to tweak the way I think about and go about living each day.  Just being and making better choices each day.


My cleansing is going well.  I don't feel any great difference and no major bowel changes have taken place.  I joke each night with my family that it's time for me to drink my "sludge".  It's exactly what it looks like and tastes like.   Not very pleasant but it's an important step in my treatment.  At times I get a bit overwhelmed with all the pills, sprays and such I have to take each day.  I even made up an excel spreadsheet to keep myself organized and on track.  My great fear is that at the end of my 3 month antibiotic regime, I will still test positive for Lyme.  I will deal with that when the time comes......for now, positive thoughts and hopes that I can get a fitness routine going.

Oh Happy Day!